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All the time since the shadow of inverted image pity that I always am looking at myself from sad
Do not be willing to open one's mind- - on the body that does not believe 2 words can produce lot in oneself
Arrive as a child big - all the time solitary- - although individual character is very good
But who lets oneself change true of course easily very hard however- - be certain peaceful excessive is short of all the time
But the life that rushs into me suddenly to be like water calmly till somebody - break all these
From billows not Jing arrives such-and-such- - also can say only- - lot perhaps is very the thing of dazzle
About him- - between us - without acceptance - did not swear by the moon and the stars in the skies to love forever - connect even " I love you " never personally has said
Perhaps - from begin now is fraud- - but I aux would rather is -
But arrive finally- - I lose - be feeling merely?
Not clear- - such love- - how should such lot explain---
8 years in October - I had said - very happy- - I had said to want to know content with one's lot- -
But in December- - I tell myself- - lot is a bastard- - do not believe later- - the happiness that lot brings- - because too brief
The love of fleeting - cannot maintain how long- -
Encounter him- - also be accident- - accidental opportunity- - tremendous world- - two people were acquainted -
Acquaintance perhaps is lot - it is the - that must come a little so what is more [link widoczny dla zalogowanych],the rather that
Because learn [link widoczny dla zalogowanych],be- - so two people pull close distance gradually
Professional and identical - common language is a lot of more natural also- -
Next- - gradually - the topic that chat is increasing- - next- - one day- -
He says suddenly- - ' does my girlfriend- - "
Truth- - my all along is not informal girl- - but junior ignorance commits cannot Rao Shu's mistake
It is the issue that also cannot redeem again now- - so - moment says to want to do a good child to oneself from which
Do not want him indulge later- - the word of rather go without than have something shoddy-put quality before quantity is all the time between the heart- - in fact I was accomplished- -
To Hefei 2 years- - beside had appeared a lot of people- - classmate = friend - work in the same place- -
Was familiar with together- - can ask- - do not have a boy friend - I just also laugh slightly and pass- -
Boy friend Mo- - I do not need- - I go to school well even- - go to work- - do not have time to want
But know to encounter him- - perhaps knowing is what reason makes him enchanted- -
My oneself condition is not poor- - excluding a family is double return besides children pretty good- - although cannot say very outstanding
But it is to fall absolutely kitchen- - go up the sort of type of hall hall- - beside nobody is accompanied also is can alone
But bear hard- - encounter him- - perhaps be dim medium arrangement
Before long- - I promise him- - the decision is together- - I think at that time- - no matter later how- - won't say to leave easily
He also says- - the meeting is right all the time I am good go down- - but- - also have a such words only just
such- - we are maintaining every week the frequency of two faces- - the business that meet even if does this- - shop by day rarely- - because of busy -
Have a meal- - chat - see a movie- - the cause because of the job- - every month gets lunar copy can compare at the beginning of the month very much busy
So I won't ask to meet at that time- - when when everybody noes hurry [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], just come out
When be together, did not ask he has bought a thing- - feel not to need- - also feel bad- - the person that the individual hates the sort of is apt to to be about to want that quite
What I feel two people are together is a heart- - his economy is general also- - don't bother to see me out I also do not say my thing- - go out occasionally I also do not mind AA
Because before paragraph he returns time to take an exam in busy move- - rested for ages to did not meet so- - know one day- - each other encounter the station of the outer ground like our miracle
At that time- - I am affirmatory- - perhaps- - our lot- - after we can have
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He takes an exam- - want very busy- - I also consider the home very much recently- - came home on the weekend- - make clear - the home is outer the ground- -
On the car that come home- - still sending a short message to him- - let him take an exam well- - cheer- - want to tell him- -
Wait for you to be taken an examination of try- - I come back from the home- - the beauty that dress up sees you beautifully- - (from of old [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the female oneself that it is Yue person look- - and the person that I am personal Yue only however is allowed)
Come home two days - because consider he is in [link widoczny dla zalogowanych],take an exam- - what so news in brief also sends is very few- - it is midday commonly- - send in the evening- -
The first day those who answer is quite rapid- - say to be able to be cheered take an examination of well- - say to also think me- - was at ease- - played two days in the home
Until answering Hefei quickly the following day- - the car that when hair news in brief tells him- - when how meeting in the evening- -
Do not have reply news in brief however for a long time- - call number with the phone in the home - result- - close machine
Calculated- - did not think more- - bout fertilizer still has a plenty of time- - ah- - the world is really small- -
Mother worries me- - must send me to go station- - say the person is much- - I say I am how old can independent- -
She still is at ease not small- - insist to want to send---I am unable to dissuade her- - good you send check ticket the mouth- -
Our city does not calculate big- - also not be very small - I and he did not agree beforehand- - also do not calculate a heart to have Ling Xi
But - namely such- - let two people- - let us each other are in such city- - so accidental encountering
I can persuade myself to believe only- - this man before---It is Mr-right- - the lot that is me- -
The place that I know to he takes an exam far from is the city that my home is in----She also does not know I am met of course in such time such place meets such occurrence
Different is surprise all over the face when seeing each other- - how can you be you? - - we are encountered in the station- - the person is very much- -
My mom also is in at that time- - we still attribute subterranean amour level - did not say what goes away more so
Remember me still saying - my mom is in- - your foregone---How is the car contacted on---Mobile phone how- -
He says- - bout fertilizer is in contact- - the person is much- - the mobile phone does not have report- - no-go- -
My glibly agrees- - but in the heart however very unpleasantness---A lot of days did not see do not think me---Bout fertilizer sees see with respect to Hefei
Also do not care about much where anyway a few hours---Then---After meeting momently- - begin endless take a car alone itinerary- - think now
I am so obedient- - so innocent - so considerate- - the good temperament that myself admires him - thinking occasionally- - if return the past- -
Return archaic word- - I am a prime minister in feudal China certainly---But be female- -
Then- - on board- - relapse instead answer want to be in in the evening like station miracle meet- - not be to flit on the face knowingly laugh- - not bad the nobody on the car notices
Return Hefei the following day - it is Zhou Yi- - full a day- - Mo has receive phone and any news in brief- - do not have a thing- - my ego is comforted- - perhaps be in busy
- - Zhou Er---Much at 11 o'clock in the morning- - still do not have a message - I am pressed be unable to bear- - give out news in brief- - unmanned response---Then made a telephone call- -
Nobody are received listen---Because we still do not have the friend that gives each other introduction of the other side - produced such thing so- - I also hesitate helpless- -
Made a few telephone calls after that- - it is nobody are received likewise listen- - my disposition is irritated- - the 3rd day- - Zhou San- - in the morning- - issue diplomatic note- - or else is met- -
Do not count on me to send a short message later-----After this news in brief---Phone me afternoon- - say the mobile phone is bad- - platoon line contact is undesirable- -
Pick up the telephone do not listen to be waited a moment to sound- - I most listen not to get others explanation- - promise to meet in the evening- -
Meet in the evening- - I am angry- - sticking up mouth- - say very angry- -
Such thing is stupid who is encountered- - I think also won't apathetic---I temperament is again good am not exceptional also- -
See he is in that very cordial explanation- - spoken parts in an opera- - also be I believe him- - believe he is good person- - believe he won't lie
But- - I am wrong---A few days later- - our manner all the time very cool- - cold discover to me- - beside he does not have him is same
To finally- - I was not to bear this kind of meaningless cold war really- - my mouth says- - " we part company "
The puts in a root 's charge reason that part company- - be- - I am less than with respect to the feeling at all- - he present cares about me- -
By last month in and month out- - I resigned - the reason is economic crisis issues our industry depression - I feel redo goes down also - of it doesn't matter
Did not do simply so- - plan an outlet additionally (note the company previously to not was sure to also do not have a contract - private) I am very irritated- -
Of abdication after meeting in the evening that day- - we also had not met to now- - also perhaps won't meet later- - because of such man- -
Although be to have a reason but do not have a portion- - do not suit me- - at least I feel the care that is less than a tiny bit
The job was lost- - if hearing her to say one is comforted---A few days later- - I am done not have the mood- -
He never also has hit a phone actively to ask me the job searchs how- - the closest mood how- -
Of course I also am not the person that the sort of dead beg bilks in vain- - also won't tell him actively how how- -
Result- - a paragraph of such lot came to a premature end so- -
He often can think of previously- - cannot help sending news in brief- - good now- - number of handle engine name also was deleted- -
But number still remembers---Do not want to think again too much- -
I am not- - the person that the sort of nobody loves nobody to ache- - what be short of- - become aware him heart is high gas is proud occasionally- -
But also be normal human feelings- - I never low the head has done what business- - although not be first love- -
But memory is good however- - just the beginning of this cold war is a bit indescribable- -
---Write diarial moment to think of him- - the mobile phone rang suddenly- - his news in brief?
---Should excuse him----
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