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<td class=\said to me at the door. Forest, if I leave to your happiness, then days later you happy life.
Then she turned to leave. Love in her mottled back, me and her seven-year Integration flesh from beyond recognition. South
I brought back from the hospital, strange woman. That year I was twenty three years old, graduated from college. Seventeen-year-old South that year, the college entrance examination exercises every day carrying a thick volume in a hurry to walk part of her years.
a car accident and I make only child of her only child became an orphan at the same moment.
standing in the morgue, watching the grief stricken, she is my heart since a trace of revenge ****。 Health Zhuang Fei, if not his father drove the car my father, I will not become orphans; if her father in advance to check the brakes, I will not become orphans. Her father's debt to negative from her to also.
I walked over and pulled her. From now on, we are all orphans, and if you want, and I can live with. She shook her head. Then I thought a lot of ways to get her admitted to my family.
Seventeen-year-old South, white teeth bright eyes, look simple.
Seventeen-year-old South, to no believe me, just because we are all orphans. Seventeen-year-old South
, can hurt very deeply hidden. Deep into the years that anyone can not see the imprint carved on her body; deep to walk her to calm face covered in her old Ash of the campus; deep to the day she can stand on the grave of her parents do not say a word does not flow tear; deep to the days of her grief did not like the loss of years of never appear.
no one knows that well-behaved in a handsome woman lost both parents early in the morning, while living with her is a stranger. South
I said. You! Before going to school every day cleaning, cooking and home every day after the weekend should help me do the laundry.
South silence does not speak, a pair of big eyes glitter, there is a sadness of people do not see in the end.
calm voice I asked her. You do not want it?
she did not speak, but stood quiet and motionless.
I am one step closer, with his right index finger up her chin, a smile looks like a very frivolous to ask her. You do not want it? I think I was the expression must be hideous. Southern horror step back, eyes immediately welled up with tears. She said softly. Yes, I know, my parents I owe you a lifetime to repay. Then she turned back to the room.
looked at her back, I was more of a sadness, but the thought of her mother covered in blood and did not close the eyes, the spread of hatred in their hearts.
South live in my house before, I live in my parents room, separated by only a few steps between us.
South obedient to her every day to fulfill the obligations.
a night, I awoke from a dream, want to go to the refrigerator to get cold water to drink, after the South's room to hear the muffled cries of repression.
door. Stop crying. Then knocked on the door. Night suddenly quiet. Twist lock the door even opened. Soften the heart at that moment. She did not even lock the door every night, she did not dike me.
walk to her bed. Su Zhao shoulders she had sat on the bed, his hand is a family portrait.
I took the picture thrown on the table, Chen Sheng asked her. You every night like this? Crying until dawn, and then breakfast, then go to school?
Silently she did not speak. From her silence I knew the answer.
climb goes on I am familiar bed, gently hold her. She remained silent, but did not push me.
I said. Sleep! Have school tomorrow too! She was obedient to lie down, while they sleep.
watched her sleep, I gently out of bed, back to his room. That night,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I thoroughly insomnia.
entrance is about to begin. South silence for the exam, despite how I asked her, she said nothing.
night, she lit the room lights through the night. , Could not open the door and go in, she still sat on the bed shoulders Su Zhao.
I asked her. South, how to not fall asleep?
She did not rise, but said quietly. Heart afraid, can not sleep.
I climbed into bed, hold her, then turned out the light, softly told her. There I do, do not be afraid! Fast asleep now!
her sleep.
entrance, I made an exception to send her to the examination room. Before the examination room, when she saw the students escorted by their parents to the exam, the eyes immediately filled with fog, slowly lowered his head, hands wrapped around Yi Mei.
she looked lonely, and I walked over gently held her shoulder, whispered in her ear. South, a good test, I've been here waiting for you.
her gently nodded. Some people came and greeted her and asked, south, Who is this guy?
she chuckled. My brother, Lin! Then looked up at me naughty wink. At that moment I saw her behind the charming silence.
entrance end of her life without a direction. Every day at home cleaning, cooking, laundry, as if she was a homemaker. I asked her if she want to go to other places to see, by the way play, and she shook her head.
results revealed that day, how I could not find her. Called off. Home has disappeared, went to her house but could not find one. In desperation I drove to the cemetery.
she really there. Her grave parents and my parents just put up with her flowers. Her lying in the tomb of her parents, it seems like waking sleep, the way his mouth murmured said. Parents, the South did not let you down, my results can be hired Fudan University, but I can not go there, I want to stay and take care of forests, which we owe him ... ...
I crouch down, she picked up covered with the alcohol, she saw me, eyes are dazed and confused and helpless.
fill volunteer, and I insist she fill in Fudan University, she insisted on not leaving the city. We started the first positive quarrel. She said she left to their own parents. I said I do not want to see her. We have been a stalemate.
evening after work, I brought a friend posing as my girlfriend home. South met with my friend. Chuckle. Polite greeting. Cooking. Wash the dishes. And then say goodnight.
that night, she was never out of her room door.
volunteers filled the next day and asked her where,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she said to Fudan. I chuckle.
a Saturday morning, eating breakfast when I say that today I do not work, hang out with us what the supermarket, something Shunpian Mai, willing to go? She smiled and nodded
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South in the supermarket, look at her the same thing as the selection, there is a feeling of forever, did not know the hatred gone.
her to choose things that are daily necessities. I laughed and said, do not be stingy ah! Could get something to eat us. She smiled back, flashing a pair of big eyes asked. OK? I smiled and nodded. She ran away laughing like a child, while holding a bunch of things here.
I looked at her actions, felt an indescribable pain, raising his hand to touch her head said. A silly girl, into the car now! I push forward.
obedient to her stuff thrown into the trucks.
home, I was the first time cook to cook, her mother gone.
South looked at me surprised and said cooking. You will cook ah! I thought you would not do!
I smiled. Limbs do not you think I am handling, grain, regardless of who ah? She just laughed
Hehe.
after dinner, she took out from the refrigerator in the supermarket to buy ice cream, easily threw me a box,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], while losing side says, seize ah! Broke do not blame me, to you is the taste of your favorite melon. I was surprised, never told her what I like the taste.
I asked her, how do you know I like the melon taste, ah!
she said, guess, ah!
notice to the south, is a university city, although also a book, but far less Fudan good.
angry I threw the letter in front of her asked her. How is this going?
She laughed language.
my first fan her a slap in the face, and growled and said to her. The future of how you can take you kidding?
she cried. My future belongs to me, you have no say. Having to go out the door after.
I find her one night, have searched every street, but still no trace of her, call her off. Dawn of time to go home, no one was home.
I took out all the wine, a man sitting on the ground to drink.
do not know when, and only someone help me find watering. Hazy in my sleep.
wake up, it was late. South sitting on the bed looking at me. I thought it was an illusion, hand wiped her face is hot. I suddenly sat up and hugged her, and asked where she went.
she said softly. I went to my house to see my parents, nothing, this is not the back?
that moment,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I knew I was so afraid of her to leave. But consciousness, every time I see her eyes open, but think of bloody mother.
that night, I had just grown to the south.
Southern university days, go home every weekend. We are like a real couple at home like cooking, shopping, rent to the latest American movies and horror films to see. I think if has been so, his home life can be.
One day, the South said to me. Lin, people have in mind is not a shadow of a lifetime will not be peace ah?
I said, do not know, maybe those shadows in a certain period of the past, suddenly in the past.
she said,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], that if you can not in the past, is not people never happy?
I do not speak in silence.
Southern University graduate.
I drove to school to pick her. She smiled at her classmates and friends said. This is the forest, my boyfriend. At that moment, in her eyes I see happiness. That year I was twenty seven, twenty-one.
South said. Forest, we get married! I want to stay kids.
I said, the south, give me some time to a short period of time.
she was silent without a word.
stay in the South is working in a foreign company, where not far away from my unit. She, like all the white-collar, as access to office buildings during the day and night, owners and guests to accompany songs and dances.
coming home, his face wearing obviously tired.
I know that the South was a forbear of the woman, the pain can all have buried in the heart. In all it appears that she is happy. Has an outstanding performance. Admiration for the boss thinks highly of my colleagues, have a successful career pain she loves her boyfriend. However, I know, only I know this woman, like poppy, heart hidden in unknown sorrow. I love her for her pain less than one-tenth.
we still take to the streets together, along with Kandie, playing during the day and night ****。 But I know we in away, away to a can not reach the other shore. **** Hidden unknown in despair.
South said. Forest, we get married! I want child was born.
I said. South, then so, give me a little time.
turned south, scattered in the night and tears, but I see it.
year, South twenty-three years old, I'm twenty-nine.
South in the company with impressive results. There are many people who love her sent her flowers. She laughed off one by one speech. Home, she said to me. Lin, you do not marry me, I will be taken away from the.
I was silent.
I try to touch another woman, who is more beautiful than the South is more charming than the Southern woman. But I know my body belongs to the South. **** Like water, flows through the body without leaving any traces. But Oh! Heart magnet, only to find they have feelings and things.
arms when I hold those beautiful women, such as the South, the heart, but think of the South; as charming as ever hold in my arms when the south, while thinking is bloody but not close my eyes the mother. I know I walk in a way beyond redemption.
South said. Forest, we get married! I can not do my children, and if so, my life would not have him.
I said. South, you find a more than I love you people get married!
South turn, fall, rolling down the stairs. Blood in her body under the spread.
year, South twenty-year-old, I am three years old.
South finally chose to leave.
the night before departure, we are eating together, Kandie ,****。
tears, sweat, like a beautiful illusion of despair in that pervaded the summer night.
I try my love of my life, in that night and my one true love haunts. South of the body or as a blend, as the age of eighteen that night. But Oh! Our hearts have been full of holes. Tender and beautiful mother bloody face and South face of the flower in the night like a movie in my brain flashed alternately.
before I fell asleep, I saw tears, asked me how the south, but Oh! I still sleep in the past.
finally left the South, that I can not give up the woman finally left, she fell asleep when I left. In my dream she told me. Lin, happy life after you, and we owe you at home I have also, from now on we are square.
seven years I love the moment in the South turn left lying over the ground, can no longer pick up. I know I lost is that I can no longer looking for.
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