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<td class=\, a dark-skinned man of strong build, Shandong, violently into my life to play the role of the father, I have the instinctive rejection, cowardly, my only way to silence opposition. Mom forced me to call my dad, I remained silent, she even hit me with sticks, the hard I'm standing there, do not cry, do not escape, stubbornly insisted on one-year-old child's self-esteem. Zhao, Shandong, speaking in an authentic, then said with a tone of clumsy, \
  I do not hate him, but could not accept him as my father.
  Second,
  growing up, I have tried to forget the past, but the memory of the clown as eager for applause has been reluctant to exit, the strong performance against the more interest the more expensive. So I give up, it is not really unbearable memories.
  This is not a sudden flash back memories of 10 years old the summer. One day carrying a string bag Zhao crab, said to be handling team of colleagues brought from home, for the ordinary people of our crab is not cheap stuff, at least I have the impression my mother has never done. In the evening, Zhao also bought myself a bottle of old wine in Longkou, three of us sat together to eat crab.
  are children after all, food is always tempted to see, I suck crab legs a few times each, for fear of ruined things. Zhao and mother watching me eat, mouth and smiled. \He rarely speak in front of my face care about me, I know he has been secretly care about me, I do not know if it was a fatherly expression.
  middle of the night I started a stomach ache, and then roll in bed, feeling brave sweating, as if the body acupuncture pain I have numerous pieces of each cell. I groan, awakened the mother and Zhao. Mom kept for me wipe, then I definitely like most of the attacks addicts. Old Zhao asked my mother dressed me, and then ran out behind my back. After midnight, all clinics have been closed three, I climbed in the back kept the beat Zhao, last played tired, I began to nausea, vomiting, dinner, eat, spit in Zhao's body. He is always said to me, \\The doctor came out to see my symptoms, and then I hit the bottle. I've been tossing the exhausted, lying in bed bleeding fist vaguely see Zhao. Then I fell asleep, woke up in his little bed. The next morning, Zhao holding a bottle of canned peaches into my room, \bottle cans in front of me, I shoved one way or another quilt, covered his head, silently weeping. Zhao thought I was angry with him, keep the apology, but I cried even more fiercely.
  three,
  Since that food poisoning, Old Zhao is more concerned about me, in fact, I have no ill feelings, just do not know how to befriend him, I always think it is my father infidelity.
  mother, I called him uncle, my mother was away when I called him \However, Zhao did not like me calling him \.
  Zhao handling teams work at the station, there is no fixed working hours, when the truck came, when he was working. Sometimes early in the morning, sometimes midnight. Unloading bags of corn or other things better, but a coal unloading, Zhao home like a ghost, and only around the eyes is the color, the rest are all black. But his favorite unloading,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], sewn inside his coat two large pockets, each can be filled with two pockets unloading, accumulate it, we do not need to spend money to buy winter coal left.
  home from school one day, I go home with a few classmates, saw the Old Zhao, wearing a ragged coat, his face dusty, and I know he was unloading the. I hid behind the students, fearful he would see me to say hello. At this time, his colleagues around him shouted, \I thought finally escaped to a few students have to come to my house to play, I strongly reject, but they still come to my house.
  I carefully pushed open the door, Old Zhao's bicycle parked in the yard, coal pile in the corner was a small circle of fat, but no one in the house. Not rely on a few students in my home, copy my homework. While I was rushed to homework, while looking around for fear of Zhao suddenly appeared, the two students to write very slowly, finally, I help them finish the job, and finally bid farewell to the god of plague. I've been looking Zhao, in a while he came out from the toilet,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], his face has not had time to wash off the dust. He even squatting in the toilet for nearly an hour, when the legs out a bit soft.
  he was not afraid wronged, in order to maintain what I call self-esteem, it makes me very worried.
  four,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych],
  really a bolt, thought must be admitted to accidentally get the job I was in high school, that moment I almost despair. I thought I would smooth admitted to high school, then go to college, graduate, get a job in the big cities, from isolated to this small town, which is the goal I have. However, means in the examination exam and dreams died. My mother gave me two ways, one is the repeat, was a student of a vocational school.
  unusually long summer of that year, I am unhappy every day, constant self-blame, and constantly consider which way to go. Zhao is also with the working team invited a few weeks off back home in Shandong. Mom goes to work every day come back very late, I prepare the meals, so she came back to eat together. Only two of us at home, just as my father Sashourenhuan as I was afraid this day, seems to see the way out. Perhaps my life experiences that children are not as bright as the sunflower growth, sensitive nature, the lack of security.
  A month later, Zhao came back with a bunch of specialty of Shandong.
  near the high school days, my most painful time, I always secretly went to high school over there to see. One day, Zhao never came out of school, I was somewhat startled. He wore the very spirit of the day, a gray plaid shirt, black trousers, black shoes, I'm almost not sure that is Zhao. He afar off me, came up to me and handed me a letter of admission. \new dress. \He put his arm around my shoulder, take me home. Originally I was already very high by only one with his head high, as soaring youth like weeds, I like what jumps over the youth grew up overnight.
  Shandong does not leave him, the original hash for my tuition. This is a deep kindness taught me how to repay? Even so, I did not call him Dad.
  five,
  illusion of life as I started running track, I am well into college, of course, college tuition, cost of living is still affordable by the Old Zhao, I quietly wrote down after graduating from high school to college the cost spent. If people's feelings can be calculated as detailed as the bank, then two clear, timely repayment Ye Hao, Butuobuqian, dragged and then did not pay the fines called. I know I pay the money even if the account is also not clear on the feelings of these accounts.
  After graduation, I found a job in Shenyang, though not much money, can I still send money home every month to. I rarely go home, one is too busy, and second, I do not know how to face the people at home. I continue my life, love, marriage. Because there is no money to buy a house, wronged wife with me in a rental house preparing for the wedding the next day we took only the Dalian travel a thousand dollars to get married. His wife is very kind, very considerate, my mother told me that if a woman is willing to suffer with you, you should not hesitate to marry her, to have been good for her.
  Dalian Zhanzhuan we return to our home, my mother and Zhao himself a very decent pack, Zhao had planned to make arrangements to give us a good look, but we show that the mind after the couple, politely refused. No change in my room, my mother every day to clean it again, I told my wife squeezed in a small bed, to tell her the story of Zhao, and then we cried.
  holidays are limited, we hurried back to work. Mother and Zhao are old, we learned more and more proud of their essence, they are all step by step, we forced the old. Zhao bought a few packs of candy into our bags in, that is to allow people to eat we send units. When we returned to Shenyang, the bag was found more than five thousand dollars, the wife quickly to call home, the phone is Zhao. \\
  six,
  married a year later, we have children, mother and Zhao to Shenyang to visit us. When I saw his son was born, as though he is also a born again, I really want to notice the world, I have a son Lee Child. Particularly the elderly parents of the child, mother kept his wife said, \.
  discuss with my wife and I, to give him the name of the task is given to Zhao, and Zhao has refused the \Zhao had never to have children, that is, to take care of my mother and single-minded,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], since he missed a chance to name their children, I have to remedy this problem in any case, be regarded as a kind of Thanksgiving. Finally, we would like a compromise,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], we give him the name that he give him the nicknames. He said that since the child was born in Shenyang, then called Yangyang it.
  Yang Yang is very smart, but not as good when I was young. He is always alive and kicking, there is no moment of quiet. The age of three, we brought him home. Prior to departure, his wife had told him, let him learn to call Grandpa. Looked at his wife so hard, I moved a loss.
  sweet mouth Yang Yang, Zhao saw Grandpa kept on call, Zhao called wet eye socket. My heart is damp, and secretly thanked his son, and you love to help my father also had a debt ah.

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