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<td class=\love. I also believe that this world has a pure, good girl, standing in the way I came, like the Antarctic penguins in the world of pure sunshine and light showers, and then catch me near the scene.

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in front of this writing, I began to feel funny, that want to tear up, and then thrown into the rubbish bin. But they failed, because that was what I was thinking. I believe that many people like me, have many ideas about love, I thought of Liang Shan-po and Chu Ying-tai. One time I asked Hasty, why are there so many people like the story of the two of them, so as they left a lot of tears. Hasty said, because they are the legend, is the world's stories can never be replicated. Suddenly, I applaud, applauded for her claim. Precisely, because this world is not such a perfect love, so we have taken the trouble to pursue, which is to say, we are hard to find in real life is a kind of ideal life does not exist, said this, I suddenly felt very lost.

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Hasty also told me that I am not qualified to talk about love. I still do not understand the meaning of her words, but the impression was very deep, and another woman that was hooked, and then go to bed, never again talked about what love is. Suddenly, I felt like I threw away a very precious thing, how are found again, what specific things I can not tell, is pure, is the ideal, is confidence, or I have lost virginity.

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When I tired of the \This song was born before me, but deeply touched my heart. Every time the shower, I always stand in the mirror long, long time, looking at his **** body feel a little less than wonderful. I mean, why I favor my body that did not, my own ugly, or no fancy decoration, human have been very ugly. It was like the look yourself in the review process, I always hope to penetrate the body, see your soul, but I always feel real sense of loss, I feel like I had become an empty shell without a soul.

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I'm not good at telling the story of a people, have to say, I am nagging. My life has no subject at all, and I are always looking for something like, eager for something. Hasty said that I am like a penguin, can long stand, or watching, or thinking, or trance, in short, I can maintain a permanent standing posture, but do not know what it means, what is the point.

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favorite is winter,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but winter has passed, spring came. Willow lake began to show get attitude, the park was dazzling peach Yan, women heavy equipment off and put on a sexy jacket, I began to feel my body is germination. Hasty said the sea after she opened a small store, but I still did not find a specific location. I like the sea after the scenery, but I do not like the night. Hasty said in Beijing after the sea was the most beautiful night, said this, I have to mention the sea after my first impression.

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time I still lived in Fangzhuang, opened a tutoring company. Annoying is that my students were all attracted a substitute teacher took the gang, they do not even supply costs, they took my students, leaving only empty rooms and empty, me. I had to come to recognize this group of teachers, and finally draw a conclusion. Fuck most pious title of the engineers of human souls are all ****, the podium singing the fashion morality and sentiment, and turned our backs is simply filled with a bunch of seemingly educated gangster culture is not a liar. The reason I say that, in addition to anger, standing on the position of students, or the position of the parents, I see students bear and negative stigma, and even talked about the gang, teachers, talk what is quality education. Company that collapsed, and I began to sterile to alcoholism, I think I was over, the sweat accumulated over the years gone to so bad, but then I drink a person Intuit boring, then find someone online to chat, then went into the Sina chat room. There I met a girl, after she invited me to the sea, it has been nearly midnight. I forgot her name, the bar's name I forget, forget the girls look beautiful face goes. It seems to me watch the wine list, ordered two glasses of cocktail and drink this boring girl, or a bottle of red wine bar, and then to two fruit plate, and then we began to chat. I forgot the specific contents, and then I really like a teacher, the girl some serious and careful teaching, with a sucker like a very interesting, like a professor in prostitution enlighten a prostitute to get her good . Surprisingly, the girl said something very profound I'll never forget, she said: Hunde Hao had a wife, getting along is not good bitch. Had wanted to drink and fool her into bed, but in the end still feel that this seemingly beautiful girl is not suitable for my taste, check out when I look at a lot of sober, fuck a bottle of red wine and fruit plate for a two more than three thousand pieces, I suddenly stupid, like a hunter brink of failure, not only nothing, but was severely educated one.

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I said, I'm not good at telling stories. I am a very easy to get angry people, this alone is sufficient to show how immature I am. I do not like the sea after night, but Hasty like. She often came back drunk and need something to mess my house, in fact, that was not the worst, worst thing is after I bathe her, and then touch something, and when I entered the state, and then her *** * when she suddenly could not help but spit all over me. Think about it, in the event of such a situation, teach me how to be patient with her.

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I want to expel her go, but said nothing. Because I know that, in addition to her, no one will know my weird thinking absurd, but did not stay by my chat, jokes, slapstick, to solve my physical needs. I'm like a walk in the desert traveler,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and Hasty like hanging empty water bottle in my body, although some heavy, but could not bear to discard, because I also use it to install rain water, or urine. This is the only ray of hope to give me a thing, even more precious than bread and gold.

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Hasty said I was selfish, yes, I can not do what she said is selfless, because I am due to her lack of understanding, such as What does she do, When is your birthday , like what to eat, what kind of games like to play. I rarely say in her opening what, I think understanding between people should not be so well, because that often makes you very disappointed. For this reason, I was happily enjoying the day with her, I think, perhaps this is why she stayed with me the reason.

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I have a beautiful bracelet is Hasty on my birthday gave me. Perhaps this is by far the most precious gift I received, so put it on the box, could not bear to wear. She said I was a very bookish person, do not know how to live. From another dimension is concerned, I always like to collect some of Po Wanyi, these things as a part of my life, prove my past years, some through the plot. In other words, I am like a box, with a total worth of some things that do not see so precious, and then into his own box. The strange thing is no space limits of this box, and I never plug discontent, but it is increasingly heavy. You can think of, a total living in the past and the memories of people, what else he qualified to talk about tomorrow, looking forward to the future.

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I am a box, boxy, angular. And life is like a side of the lake, threw me into this side the lake, I will immediately sink, as I am a heavy box. The Hasty I only tried to open the box, and then little by little, those old things away, her mind is right, an empty box is easier to surface, but I rarely bare her heart,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], to mention and their own past. I like her so insensitive, you can forget many things, and as such, I am more disappointed with her.

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she is a more realistic girl. I think today's girls are all about reality. She said that I am serious, calm, calm, stubborn, based on these advantages, I will certainly make a contribution to society, this is really a girl cute idea. She said, man you, quickly harder it, you write the story of my novel, it can make pen royalties. Or I'll take you to know some sisters, their experience is very rich in miles, there are many good stories, you hear a certain benefit, and then put it as a screenplay, made into a TV series to make friends can be great. Once she asked me not suitable for an actor, I shook my head, she asked why, I say Do not be so perseverance and patience, and she was so angry with the package severely hit me that I will not encourage people, but also against her old , and I like people together, no matter who will become passive, decadent, malaise, sooner or later will collapse.

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have to say, Hasty is a smart girl. She always clear analysis of my strengths and weaknesses, together with some logic and the theory of dialectical move, her ability to put it stunned me, let me with admiration. I think she'll put those talents to use elsewhere, will accomplish something, but Hasty always think that if a person can use your own understanding of things he wanted to get some, then, this person will become a thief, and finally drop a death from violence since the end. Look, a full day of fun for children to know that such a level to say the words, so I am really ashamed.

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, I think, Hasty more like my teacher. She looks so innocent, pure, but her views are always unique, always concluded her sharply, and her expression is always so clear,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], with strong logical and reasoning ability. She is like a wizard, brought me a lot of surprises, like an angel, brought me spiritual comfort, and I, and gave what she brings.

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Hasty said, I am not qualified to talk about love. And I, never told her this. We maintain a platonic **** life, even though I have a lot of thinking, there are more expectations. But I would like the language he can not go more than I love her body. In front of her, I will always have the clumsy, so dull, because she can easily take off your veil of hypocrisy, expose the illusion of life. In front of her, I became a real, calm, and even become sick, gangsters, but these are not important because I need is happiness, not pain. With her, I will not sorrow for child care, but also will not miss the sad, although I still reached for the box, but it is by her in his arms in the box, I could feel the gentle and warm, and I is a happy box.

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one day, Hasty said she wanted to write a book, I was surprised to see her. She laughed and said the title has been thought well, I asked what she said was \I marvel at her memory and performing talent, suddenly patting the head and say Oops, you have not said before performing talent, and now realize you really are a star block material, Hasty immediately stopped and asked me if I was really, I sincerely little, said she was **** for making films, she has just finished it suffered a bitter blow.

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I have forgotten our encounter, forget our acquaintance, and knowing each other, it is kind of a process, I really forgot. Hasty said she did not need me remember her, as she do not need to remember that, like me, but I really forget how to do. She has a perfect carcass, full of ****, double water Lingling two big eyes, and an articulate mouth. How can you forget the joy she brought you. Her perfect body is how charming, exudes a sweet fragrance, her towering **** how soft elastic, exciting moment in your mouth makes you fascinated by the soft, beautiful and clean and her face goes, pure and beautiful, like an object to watch the landscape, such a lovely girl, how can you forget how to really forget.

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between us, no love, as she puts it, I am not qualified to talk about love. However, I always wanted to get something, I do not know what in the end what is called, is the collection of emotion, or a move, or a promise, a long, long. We are giving each other gentle, but also comfort, and some happiness, but these appear to be still so shallow. I think we encounter the stranger off the rain, with a crowded inn in the wind after the rain stopped, what should we own the road, up in his journey. Maybe the next one post, I will still meet another girl, then start another story, do not, this is what we call life.

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that night, it was raining from the cinema, but great. Hasty said she was hungry, we went to ATM withdrawals, when finished entering the password I suddenly found themselves the money has run out of Cary. Hasty said that she asked me was, they Qutao purse when she screamed, said poor wallet was gone, so I immediately ran back to the cinema with her, but unfortunately did not find looking for a long time and had to, we walked way back home.

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passing a small store, Hasty said the sound could not help her hungry, I reluctantly Tan Tanshou, and then searched the body, actually found the two coins, Hasty excitedly toward the store to buy a piece of fried, and then breaking in half, to hand me a large piece of the sudden, I felt indescribable moved. I looked at her affectionately, at this moment, I feel a kind of happiness, I think I should cherish this feeling, and I cherish a wish under the same roof eating cake in a girl, I began looking forward to our future, and think I should be doubly nice to her, so she was not disappointed.

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eat cake, Hasty clutch my arm and asked me if I'm too poor penniless after how to do, but can not find work, and no one to lend me, I did not know, I never thought about that. She asked me if really hungry walk, you will not bend over and begging on the streets, so back to the beggar, I said I will not. Suddenly she pushed me that you see you like this, always think dignity is very important, would rather starve to death must face, this is called hypocrisy, people like you do not practical, there is no sense of security, not as good as even a beggar, Saying this he walked away, saying that such people together, and I will not be happy, that we call it. Away at her figure, I hesitated, but also ignorant,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], short response, but to, until she walked away, become blurred, I began to feel my legs shivering, almost no power to stand, And my eyes, burst into tears.

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I always thought we had no true love, but also that she would not leave me anything, or even to oust her. But I was wrong, I'm really wrong ... ...
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