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<td class=\After a business to celebrate it. I am pleased to go, is this evening, I stuck peach Yaping premeditated trap, a nightmare I will never.
  Yaping is one of my two boyfriends. Zhao Xiaoming he knows I have a boyfriend but also after me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I did not mind the long period of time, he did Heart feelings, so walk in between the two men, unable to extricate themselves.
  Zhao Xiaoming with me in a company, tall, handsome, love and care for me, is the company's general staff. Li Yaping talented, doing the envy of accountants, just little thin, plain. At different times, different occasions, two of them were the words I said the same: Tong Tong, you should make a choice, otherwise, sooner or later one day I will leave. Request half half threat, but I do not know Xuanshui, the days passed, I hope someone take the initiative to leave, but did not.
  place to eat a mood as in the past, flowers, melodic sax. I do not know why the heart uneasy, and I suddenly miss Zhao Xiaoming Spicy fried chicken for me. Li Yaping very excited, he kept drinking, said to me, Tong Tong, and you look beautiful today, two weeks gone, you become more beautiful. Said as he advised me to drink. I was his emotions, attached Heliaohaoji glasses of red wine, and finally numerous liquor power, the head began to faint.
  my awareness has been vague, just remember Yaping clutch me ramble to say how he would like to travel half a month to me, call me every day, it seems to have acid in teeth that Zhao Xiao Ming. To comfort him, I kissed his cheek. I saw his eyes glowing, he looked at me, stroked my hair, the other hand my hand was raw so I thought we would eat me. I rubbed his temple and said, send me back.
  off, I found that the Li Yaping's home for his own three-bedroom house. I only remember terribly thirsty, I said, I want to drink. Yaping parked the car, helped me upstairs. He gave me a half a glass of water, but also on the cold water,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], their first tasted it side to me. I watched him do this for me, my heart strangely moved, I can not turbid water, he remembers, not even the cold water line. Drinking water, the chest is more hot, I threw away coat, wearing a sleeveless tight-fitting turtleneck sweater. Yaping look at my eyes scared me, I saw fire in his eyes, it burning me. Once again, I got up and said, send me home.
  Yaping stand up and help me. Tong Tong, he suddenly hugged me, and never refused to release. He kissed me, he messed up my hair. His face fell on my face, neck and never left, he muttered, Tong Tong, I love you, you are my, you have to marry me. He kissed me a long time, I was breathless kiss him, limb weakness, he was off my dress, my shirt, I could not stop him. When the waves drown me, I think I was going to die, I could not help but cry, I miss this moment Zhao Xiaoming.
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  two
  next day I call in sick and hid in the residence of friends of millet, a week-day do not work, do not answer the phone, despite the phone was ringing off the hook.
  day I do not know how to return to their rental,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and I remember I was crying. I miss the time Zhao Xiaoming with me, and he accompanied me to climb the mountain, he was always my ten meters away from the far away waiting for me, let me catch up, I do not fall too far, he said, I want you in my sight. Impossible, from the start last night, I will not have any relationship with him, and I am no longer his girlfriend, not worthy to do. Yaping morning sent a message: Tong Tong, the impulse to forgive me rude last night, I really love not help yourself, I really love you, marry me. I remember bits and pieces last night, suddenly feel that things may not be by chance occurrence, perhaps Yaping premeditated? I have to get to the bottom, I do not quite believe that he is emotional person.
  refreshing cool Monday I go to work, as if nothing had happened. Met with Zhao Xiaoming, actually Shenqingziruo to say hello. Noon meal, Zhao Xiaoming want to say a few words with me alone, I have an excuse and left. Afternoon work, Yaping not far from the car waiting for me in the company. I thought bitterly, before he never dared to meet me without permission, but now am out. I do not want to sit in this, but a blink of an eye can see Zhao Xiaoming, I went straight to Yaping. I want to see this scene, Zhao Xiaoming is always understood. I can not help looking back at him, he stood corner Leng Leng, it is sad to see the helpless here, and I burst into tears. The car turned street, I shouted themselves hoarse shouting: stop, I want to go!
  true for several days.
  Finally one day, I went out to lunch, Zhao Xiaoming find me. In the absence of the corner he asked me, Tong Tong, how do you, like change the other person. I said, I chose Li Yaping. He asked me why, I always thought it would be me, I love you. Do not love me, I said, he can make my life way more comfortable, can you? Zhao Xiaoming eyes I see desperation, he asked me: Tong Tong, do you really think so? . I would have thought, and just not say, I proudly said.
  Zhao Xiaoming and then I saw the tears, he looked at me and said, Tong Tong, say it again. I repeated. Zhao Xiaoming held onto the wall, as if standing firm for a time, he slowly turned and walked back Touyemeihui. Zhao Xiaoming
  so tall back is gone, I stood in the corner crying.
  I think this is God's punishment to me dating another girl, I now have no choice.
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  three
  Since I only date one person and Yaping. As long as he does not travel after work, no entertainment, always punctual in his car parked in the vicinity of my company. We all envy me, to find more gold but lovestruck husband. That time, Li Yaping has itself to my fiance,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but to me there is no such feeling. I just stay with him mechanically, after work and eat with him, and occasionally socialize together, and then I asked him to send me home and never refused to get too close to him. One day, said Li Yaping, Tong Tong, as you do not like Fangzei against me, I'm your husband. Is not it? I looked at him, not knowing what was thinking. After all, I have not determined to marry him.
  One day, I heard people say that the company found a new girlfriend Zhao Xiaoming, delicate and pretty slender girl, long hair that are not inferior to me. I secretly hear, and then I went to the bathroom to cry. I do not know why the cry, and I do not know my heart is still in love with Zhao Xiaoming, I just feel despair, some things once lost, will no longer be regained.
  Xinhua Bookstore, I hold the door to see a girl walk Zhao Xiaoming, who hit a sweet smile on my beauty, I like the general horde of puppets, and tears rolled down. Li Yaping is reversing, he saw me transfixed, looking down over my eyes, he understood. He suddenly roared out of control: Li Tong Tong, the original you still can not forget him! Then he threw me a man drove off in the bookstore door. So many pieces of equipment day he finally had enough, time to break up.
  Yaping came to me at night, drunk. The door, he asked me to forgive, saying that he loved me, he can not I think of others. I still do not speak, see him look bitter, breaking up, then how could not say, that he is concerned about me, maybe he loves me, but he hurt me. He said a lot, and eventually he was crying with her head, he said, what I want, has never been so sad, I get you? Looked at his tears, my heart suddenly soft, and I think he loved me, marry a lot of people love their people dream, what I expect? Zhao Xiaoming also has another love.
  I stroked his cheek,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], give him cried, he hugged me, he said I love you I love you, and then happened what happened that night. I use the red towel wrapped around the naked body, we get married, Li Yaping. I found that I almost put into Zhao Xiaoming Li Yaping said. Yaping satisfied smile, he hugged me, Tong Tong, I finally got you, Burongyia, my mind did not in vain. I have a cold heart, the long-standing concerns rise again. I'm unemotional, and I kissed him, said, sleep, Li Yaping.
  Yaping a sleep I will turn his stuff, his bag to his cell phone or even his wallet, but unfortunately could not see his mailbox and QQ. I would like to find any clues. Finally I saw him a black notebook, is a reminder of this, the above dense remember his business has been run and not run. There is almost a blank, just write a few words: cooked ducks, also fly can not fly, followed by a smiley face. I looked at the date, what he had just returned from a business trip that night.
  confirmed my hunch that, everything is by design, not just to the concentration at the situation can not be themselves. He knew that he and Zhao Xiaoming competition does not account for a significant advantage, he finally do anything to achieve their goals. I was staring at the sleeping man heart is hate, and I want him arrested, and started yelling at him. All too late, the best punishment for him is to leave him, because he loves me.
  next morning I Yaping send text messages: From today, not to pick me up later, the relationship between us stop here. He asked why, I said I think. He sent me that, Tong Tong, no matter what I do, it is because I love you. I say, say nothing else, I no longer love you. Shutdown.
  I find a job in another city, I often write for a magazine editor asked me to do. I will leave this city, I suddenly really want to see Zhao Xiaoming.
  Zhao Xiaoming overtime that night I walked into his office, he looked up from my computer, his face is very complex, but surprise is clear, I do a little touched. I casually told him that I'm going to another city, in order to cause. He asked, you and Li Yaping it? Break up. His face suddenly let out light, shortness of breath he asked, if we can re-open it? I shook my head. I said, I've come to say goodbye to you, then kiss me? He hugs me kiss me, there is a shortage of land every day, feeling old, I burst into tears.
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  four
  I walk in a strange city, very lonely, very easy, seems to have become someone else. Until one day, I met a new friend on the Internet, my life was once again a turning point.
  unforgettable applications Add as Friend yesterday, I did not hesitate to add her, really memorable yesterday. She run away from my city, we often chat in the middle of the night. Finally one day, I told her my story, I and Zhao Xiaoming and Li Yaping. She was silent for a long time on the computer end of the line, so I thought she was gone.
  I say, since coming to the city, not a day I do not miss Zhao Xiaoming, but I decided to silence, silence to the old, to death, I do not deserve to be his girlfriend, his wife was. She said, you should communicate with him, if you still love him, he loves you, and you can start again. Never, and I said, as long as I keep a good memory of his mind enough for me. Forget yesterday that if he can not forget you like you, would not live up to his heart, give it a try. No, I said, this is God's punishment for me, everything is self-inflicted.
  next day, Zhao Xiaoming actually received the phone, I asked him how he knew my new number, he evaded, he said, Tong Tong, you know, some people will never forget, and would like to forget also can not forget, you to me like this, come back, I'll wait for you. No, I firmly say that I have does not belong to the city. I had a new girlfriend broke up, Lee Tong Tong you remember, I love you, I am waiting for you in the distance.
  night I sleep. I remember talking to two o'clock yesterday, she repeatedly advised me to try, do not try it turns shades? Then I have been thinking about it, six o'clock, the day dawn, I set out to airline tickets. Before I forget to go to a message yesterday, I will take the first ten aircraft to fly back to the city.
  As for the dream, I have stood pm on the city's central square, and I often go for a walk and Zhao Xiaoming place to play, but now things like the last century. Zhao Xiaoming I called the phone, I said, Zhao Xiaoming, I want to return the city to see you, tell you the real reason I left you, and then leave. I said I'll wait for you, I will not let you go back. Where are you now? I am in the central square under the third pavilion. That was my first kiss your arm around your place. Yes, my voice a bit wet, I told myself not allowed to talk about the good cry. Do not cry, Zhao Xiaoming said, you look back. I turned away, Zhao Xiaoming standing there holding a cell phone, did not want to, I flew with flew into his arms.
  my days of leave, just for this moment?
  I know some words difficult to speak, but I also know that words are always to say. When everything calmed down, I sat beside Zhao Xiaoming, solemnly said to him, Xiao Ming, one thing, I have to say to you, for that matter the damage to you, first while I beg your pardon, In fact, if you and I does not matter, not to harm you. This was the night from a year ago talking about ... ...
  Do not say, Zhao Xiaoming interrupted me, he stroked my cheek, I know. Ten thousand times I asked myself, Can not love you? The answer is always no. QQ where you deleted me, but you add a memorable yesterday, I forgot to tell you, I remember that yesterday, I would not want you to be my yesterday, I want you to be my day!
  I choked Q: You mean, our love can come again?
  No, our love never ceased, Zhao Xiaoming said slowly.

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