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Although I never liked him, but this has seriously said to me, holding a ring and I want to live with the man, to his country immediately to take his people gun pointed at me, I still feel miserable powerful.
I even really like him in a flash. If he is not a Japanese officer, I'm not a Chinese spy, maybe I will consider him. Dressed in kimono sitting on a tatami watching him perform write with a brush. Not because of affection, but because the calm.
Yes, calm. As a spy, from the moment of joining the organization, I make a sacrifice for the organization at any time to prepare. Every day I have lived a nervous tension and high alert status. Probably because of a flaw at any time, a flawed and ruined lives. Matsuda, however, and together, and he feels the same, I feel really relaxed. I feel like I put him as the enemy at the same time, another level, I regard him as a confidant. One can even live with a lifetime Fengqing was clear, Enron, and live.
fun sometimes I also think Aunt always told me to say, a woman, the most important thing is to find a person can rely on, live a simple happy life. MAN, I love the man, has been like Guping An. And I see that he loved her had a deep love. I no longer expect any good. So for Matsuda to marry him, I really had heart. , Right now, he has become a complete stranger to me, his eyes filled with rage and kill. Arrived with the cold barrel of my forehead, my tears have been dropped off, and my heart seemed uncomfortable in the chest pain. Lingering smell of death all around, but have been slow Matsuda shot. Dictates a soft-hearted or other reasons, I do not want to know.
cheong, in this moment dying, I want to, really want to see your face. And then sing a song for you, see you listen to my songs, like the linger three days, the child-like fascination with the look.
Matsuda ultimately did not fire. Not only turned round to see me, dragged me out of the command ranks. Now my heart is a cold, zombie camel let my wrist in the living raw so the hoop is also indifferent. My mind clear, Matsuda will not let me, even now he could not do it.
Matsuda was driving when the door ready to take me away, when suddenly a shot let me wake up. He came. MAN, he came to save me. My tears and fell off. Matsuda, and in the home immediately towards the direction of the hidden MAN shot. Distance from the distant, under the cover of darkness Matsuda and not see the man in the ranks of the appearance. But I know, I know that it was Sai, is that I always care deeply about the Sai.
ear is a succession of shots, I thought a moment with intention. Taking advantage of the home distraction I do not care, I broke him and then kicked down his pistol. I ran toward the MAN. Ear is still shooting, and bullets whizzing sound. Death, perhaps in the second, in the next second. But I am not afraid, I really was not afraid. I took the smile from the heart towards Sai ran, as I've always wanted to run to the well-being. Although I knew it would only dream of being far away, the end of my life at any time. But this, my heart just simply want to be free again, and as a child, there is no bound run, run. No matter whether I got to the shore. Whether waiting for me, hell or the heaven.
When the bullet through my body, body pain hit, I fell to the ground, tight clusters of pain eyebrow. Everything around them began to get misty nothingness. When I first arrived in Houston song, Sai hold me were dancing the dance, we fled the explosion of life and death together, every night before bed I will listen to the song send me MAN ... ... scenes of the spinning disc . The world has lost sound. I barely lifted his eyes, being swept away only to see, stay where MAN horror in the face. I struggled from the throat out of the last few words, \I do not want you something, you have to carry on living. Come on, ah, Sai, I hope you have been happy. Come on, ah, Sai, I am tired, I can not go on ... support ... though I'm so reluctant to love of all those ... ... but ... ... bye, bye ... ...
Postscript : I never regret that time did not go to your concerns. Maybe I obediently stay put,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], Matsuda finally will not kill me. But you know that running is my life full of joy among the few moments.
Matsuda final choice or his country and people. Shen Yiping small one, after all, than his big Japan. Although that is enough time to pick up a gun in the home, shoot me, but there may not be ranked Matsuda. However, if there is no command Matsuda, ranked dare shoot me. I do not blame Matsuda, because it is his choice.
MAN, I still thank God that I met you. Before I Guping An understanding of you, then it is her dormant in my heart to win this game. I once used to hate and hate her, I do not know where she was better than me. But now, I also hold a debt of gratitude to her. She can always be with you. Most importantly, you'll be happy, I want you to live happily, with love and blessings Yiping, good life.
too late to say to you, many, many. In addition to the feelings I have for you, there is a very important thing. Licheng Kang is the original spy, the Japanese bought the lackeys. This is what we can not think of any case. Not to mention you to him, there is no guard. I am really worried that he will find your identity. But I can not tell you. Close your eyes, I took all last effort, unplug the head of a card, on the ground of his English name carved initials. MAN, if you come back later this building Zhaizi,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you will find.
let me thank you, gives me an empty joy. I remember me and forget all about me. I will forget you. Yiping this life, and live life only for the organization. Afterlife Yiping, only willing to have a heart, not the first phase from the white.

Matsuda】【special episode of the first
see her dance in Houston.
her dancing and moving, songs such as the Teana. Are all smiles, as the Empress Dowager. Gestures exudes a kind of attracted me, especially in temperament.
twenty years ago I came to China to study, have liked a Chinese woman, were intended to carry with her the first white. But then the military Ji Zhao, desperation, in order to serve the country and I only have to give up her own home. Now I re-visit China, she has been privately sent to find no news. I thought this life will not fall in love with other people. But what happened is always unpredictable. I did not think, you will encounter such a beautiful woman, and she moves the heart.
She may also wish to have a crush on me, for some time familiar, I have the quality of the Wai Lan Xin Chinese Women's deepening affection. The purpose of my trip to China is based on the identity of merchant acquisition of some important industries and firms in Nanjing, the surface seems a businessman, in essence, Congress and the nation for the future of the Imperial Army I pave the way into the city. But my true identity, but can not tell the woman I love. Xiaoyi asked me, I'm sorry others have not tried. I answered him and told him a lot of things can not be forced. Is the last resort to make the choice with the mind completely poles apart. As I Yiping concealment, as I abandoned the mother of Xiaoyi. In my mind, the state is the most important, better than all my love, including my own life.
When two Chinese people suddenly burst into the golf course to ignite explosives against me, I worry more, torn her safety. Flash fires raging, accompanied by blasting loud. I quickly rushed to hold her next to the grass. At that time I really fear she would be hurt because of my involvement. Fortunately, a scare. She looked at my forehead screaming panic that I was bleeding. I finally calm down, fortunately she was fine, the most important thing is she was fine.
dressed in kimono today Yiping, more refined Chende Painting her. I write slowly and paper, a word \I looked at her eyes, such as the youthful, such as Han Xing, such as the Pearl. I Fangxia Bi, courage, solemnly told her that when I was not happy, when I was bored, when the sight of her, my heart will be calm. I had prepared out of the ring, she looked at me slightly surprised. I continued, I hope we will be able to live together. Set the other situation, I will return to Japan, I will retire. I hope she can return to Japan with me, to live a quiet, happy life. But she did not promise me once, but that my words to her too suddenly, she needs time to think about it. Lost my mind, floating floor, promised her to take her time to consider.
has asked her to marry a few days, but she has none to contact me. My heart is uneasy, can not wait to know the answer. He commanded in the home drove me to her house looking for her. Arrived in front, I heard the sound of the gun came from the house. I upset the gods, with the fastest speed out of a pistol, hit the door, see Li Chengkang scuffle with her in the living room. Licheng Kang instantly snatched the pistol for, arrived in her head. I'll put the gun on Licheng Kang. Stop drink like a fish in the home, and immediately subdued Licheng Kang. She was like a frightened bird ran hid behind me, cried Licheng Kang trying to insult her. I am even more furious, really want the animal shot and killed immediately. But Li Chengkang holding hands in fear to tell me that she is the actual identity of the agents. I do not believe. But Li Chengkang took out her brooks no denial, so my heart suddenly falling ice-cold evidence. I really can not believe it. I slowly turned to look to her head,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], her eyes still so beautiful,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I think this is why the moment in front of her is so strange and terrible. She actually is a hidden side of my secret for so long, should start while she is close to my destination in the initiative, all in all, are just an illusion ... ... I just looked at her in disbelief, but the gun hand slowly, pointing to her involuntarily. Her eyes filled with tears, looked at me as incredible. Her eyes filled with tears, my heart is also painful. Turned around, I no longer look at her and ordered her to go in the home charge. Because I am afraid to see her more glances, soft-hearted and I will miss her.
went out, the sudden we have a few shots from the direction toward the calls came. She took the opportunity to get out of the direction of the shot and ran. My heart sank. There is only one sound mind - never let her live ran over and not let her bring her the news that the Chinese government. I decided to put the gun on her. After a shot, I saw not far away, she slowly fell to the ground. My heart has been severely tightened. I know, I completely lost her, I personally ruined her life. Although I wish tonight All this is just a nightmare.
lying in the morgue, she was so beautiful. I brought a diamond ring to propose to her egg for her to wear in the ring finger. I looked at her silently, her eyes closed, I could not see her cut water is Double Vision. I have many words to say to her, and finally only one from the throat, choking out I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, the state is too important to me. I had no choice. I'm sorry.
I finally get to because of biological weapons and return home. But the Iraqi dead, who retired after the vision of a quiet happy with her life only a dream. Sometimes I would think, if everything can be repeated, I will still make that yourself later in life are all living in guilt and lonely in the choice. I began to wonder if I am all wrong. For the country,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I abandoned the mother Xiaoyi; for the country, and I detested by his son; for the country, I even personally killed the people I love ... ... I really regretted it?
Pan Shichang desire to stop me from chasing to get back bacteriological weapon, he and I scuffle on the plane. Fate is always full of drama, the crash began to fall. I can not return to Japan, and bacteriological weapons, the state, and I committed the wrong in this life, will be reduced to ashes in the crash. I can finally remove the heavy mission. All along I live for the country, very pain and fatigue, she was so, too. Yiping, the afterlife we all live for themselves, no antagonism between nations, no longer have any thing to bear. You and I have been a quiet life, okay?

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