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I was together with my boy friend 2004, he is the first my boy friend, I love him very much, he is a hooligan at that time, did not work, I have a meal my pocket money to him, he is really right I am very good also, had cooked meal in the home receive me to classes are over to the school, go back together have a meal, I feel I am very happy at that time, later we gradually had brawl, I still remember me be in in brawl [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I made his a slap on the face, after the event I very regret, but I am very ambitious, do not be willing to apologize to him, after thinking of, quarrelling is common occurrence, I resemble that appearance again in the process that quarrelling many times, the likelihood is me too beyond the mark, he begins to start work hit me, after he starts work for the first time, think I apologize again, he says " I also do not think, hit on your body actually, I am more painful than you, do you see me do not make a noise with me in in a fit of anger after? " all in the day's work that this became him later, just begin me to still can fight each other with him, but later me not dare, does he say to me later " be to also hit me before you? " after I listened, cannot bear again the heart blames him [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], because really wrong be in me.
When be being written down so that I am pregnant for the first time, he is very good to me good, when wanting to destroy, we are very sad. But that is first time only when [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], after wherefrom passes, I was conceived 5 times early or late again, hit 5 times, myself very fear, there is fecundity after fearing very much. But the pregnancy later he is in also did not resemble first time so nervous, and every time has brawl, and the reason of brawl is we do not have economic origin, I call him to look for his family to want, I always cannot start to talk the father and mother that seeks me wants this money! He always says he feels embarrassed look for the person in the home to want, cannot leave with respect to what make a noise for this reason every time hand in, but I still feel our feeling is very good, I still love him very much, his same also love I, the disposition that is us only is bad.
This year, we go to work together, I think we begin good life eventually, did not think of to just begin everything very good, I was pregnant again later [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], wages of hair of our come to an agreement or understanding is doing this business. But still be done not have when I discover hair salary he more and more not once upon a time, leaving is slowly aloof me, I am very flustered, do not know where the fault is, he begins to say: He should go to colleague home sleeping, say with them come to an agreement or understanding gets online in the evening together, say his work in the same placing has a meal please. He always has the reason of one pile to call my person to come home, begin me to just think he is to want to play, I am to cannot help asking how he returns a responsibility after all really later, but his whats do not say. I and he says to part company, he unexpectedly very insipid say to wait to do pregnant business saying, I am very angry at that time say " I do not want you to be in charge of, it is good to want us to not be together only " he agreed unexpectedly, the following day we go each really each, I did not think of to be divided so really, I very of effort want to forget him, but I do not do, come home to be met in the evening everyday think of him ceaselessly, cry all the time tired sleep. When sending salary, he called him to deliver money at the same time, I prepare to call my friend to accompany me to go to a hospital originally, when but sending salary,dining together, I listen to a colleague to say he had talked about a girlfriend, I am incontrollable at that time my tear, how do I also want to be less than him how so can fast accept other woman.
I am more incontrollable after that day oneself do not think him, I am not accepted really, I think of he can play the hand of other woman, meeting extorthold in one's arms is other woman, I want to go dead really, I feel the person lives too falsely really, too tired. I begin to phone him to call him to accompany me to go to a hospital, hit every day, send message every day, but it is he says he does not want to see me, do not want to hear my thing, do not want to accompany me. I begin menace him, I say to him this is the responsibility that you should bear, you should accompany me. He accompanies me finally, I feel I still cannot put a hand, he says he talks about a girlfriend now is to be determined to cannot be together with me to oneself, he says what my put through does so, he says me which moment is aloof you, don't you still know why? Say he need not think me, do not mention me, over- 10 days half month can forget me. I am afflictive really at that time cannot be described with the language. He how so can fast forget me, how can be he accomplished go be together not to think me with other woman. I do not want to let go, say to him I do not want to destroy the child. He persuades me not to want at the beginning so take things too hard, it is better to can be encountered later. But my what is inexorable go. What he sees me cry is sad say not to want to me such, we begin from the beginning, our whats did not say, whats had been met after, but the child cannot want, we do not have that ability now. What I think he says is right also, and I can be together with him again, I say we begin from the beginning, you are not in estrange slowly I, I am afraid that I am overcome really do what hooey, he says won't. We went to a hospital afternoon, the child was done not have.
I come home rest, he goes going to work, I think we are OK really at that time well, but I just arrive home, his short message came, content is to I am sorry, I love you, but do not be in after us contacted. What I feel the person is living suddenly is too uninteresting, I say with him I am tired, did not want to living, the person is living this is too tired. He begins to call ceaselessly come, find my home finally, say with me we begin from the beginning, I am in also won't cheat you, we resign, to the place that does not know us, begin from the beginning. But I did not want to live at all at that time, I am tired only really. He all the time say, I see the look of his sadness, I agreed, went to what he says with me he feels whats are he is done again in the evening, I what if do not estrange with me at that time,won't do am so afflictive now, that girlfriend that says he talks to him is sentient, say he cannot bear heart and he says to part company, not be willing to part with or use harms a someone, say the man is very sick, psychology can hold two people at the same time. I do not know he and I say these are what meanings, I say so we the feeling that a feeling of 4 years and you are together 4 days with others is same, he says it doesn't matter is different, you are same.
The what that I feel suddenly not to know he says is true word what is falsehood, I am very tired, he now is was together with me, but there still is a person in the heart, how to want me to face? Although he was together with me now,I feel, I also do not want to be in living [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I now is to feel to be an upright person very tired, very tired! |||Although I sympathize with you very much, but the fault that I consider to say this is not a person. Because I am a man,saying this word is not, and each other are safeguarded, however I hope you have better life, joy lives, new life.
Love needs a calm, not be shabby-genteel, wrong be about to speak out, maintaining to death not tired ah, what say like you is same, make a slap on the face of your boy friend for the first time, you do not have an apology because of face, actually, him psychology side is very bitter also. Did not do well because of your this first time just about, had 2 times so, so that, finally, you are very tired, tired, be in with respect to unlike return former life contrail, want to neglect the other side. So you male friend should leave you. Of course, he also has the responsibility that cannot escape.
But, since arrived this one pace, are you necessary to die for him, significant. In other words, the life is him everybody, love is not the life is all. Besides, you still have close feeling, friendship. You are accompanied for the one part of the life went in all, worth while? In the meantime, this also is irresponsible expression, resemble your boy friend same, part company during you are pregnant leave you and go, it is irresponsible.
The life is him, life is him more. Calculate you and your boy friend now very love each other, also cannot regard love as of the life all. Because, we still have more responsibility, responsible to the parents of old, responsible to having optional life, to can leaving because of yours sad family member friend is responsible, responsible to helping your person.
Finally, I want to tell you, life is him, hope you are firm. |||This Mm is to want to pay close attention to well, care well, mm has what thing to be able to come over to say with everybody
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